sometimes its harder than it should be .... and noone knows why ... it takes longer than usual, the cut is deeper, the healing takes a turn in the wrong direction.
sometimes you wonder if you will survive it .... some days you wish you wouldn't ... it was months of trying to breath or survive without breath ... i think during that time is when i was changed ... to someone else ... who fell further ... who believed less.... who struggled more.... who gave up more easily ... who became more silent
sometimes for a moment i wonder if it really happened ... but look all around me and know i wouldn't be here except for the nightmare that absorbed my past - stole my present - affects my future ...
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