Saturday, March 15, 2008
someone else is leading the life i want. no really its true. actually it appears that there are several someone else's out there living the life i'd rather be living - surrounded by beautiful bright colored things in sandy beach locations, or travelling to africa and waiting in the car as an elephant crosses the road (presumably simply to get to the otherside)only to go on from there and make beautiful music some where. someone else is having much more fun and getting ready for new things in their life, being interviewed for books they've written or acknowledged for things they've done. someone else is being creative and young and beautiful, someone else is having to come up with things to teach and share, someone's starting their own business and doing what they've always loved to do, planning trips to far off places or excited about what the future holds.
i wish i was someone else.