Showing posts with label whining. Show all posts
Showing posts with label whining. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

ugh


not a good follow up to my last email... I'm in a mood - not that good things aren't happening ... gerry's had a job offer (he doesn't seem very excited about it)... I was linked by sarah salway and she had good things to say about my writing .... but despite those two positive events ... I'm cranky and looking for a fight ... not a good thing ... yea its a spoiled child day for me ... maybe its hormonal ... maybe its lack of sleep ... I'm not doing a very good job of keeping it under control.... what I need is a nap ... or a couple of hours with a good happily ever after book ... or a trip to a tropical locale ....yea and the possibility of any of those happening anytime soon is unlikely...

as far as the reading is going i'm still working my way through Two on a Tower by Thomas Hardy ... its is very good!!!

Monday, January 07, 2008

sigh


Its a week into the new year and so far ~ I'm really unhappy with it all. Elli is still sick despite repeated trips to the doctor and having her prayed for at church ~ the meds have hypered her out ~ Gerry is unemployed ~ the stress is making me crazy and I've been eating everything that's not nailed down so now all my clothes are tight and my stomach is upset!

I've been reading the blogs of all these people who have found their center ~ and are pressing on with what's good in their life ~ to say that I'm not there but rather in a really sucky mood would be more to the point

I'm tired ~ I'm frustrated ~ I'm anxious ~ I'm losing my mind ~ Elli's screaming in the next room so I guess I better go deal with that ...

Check back later for more whining!!!